
The Aftermath
Alia Skywalker knew that it was over when she saw the first fireworks light up the twilight sky outside her sister's window. It truly was beautiful, a brilliant blaze of purple, sparkling and making the air around it seem electrified, but she could not get past what it symbolized, what it must mean, and her hands shook with fury. A mass of torches lit the streets below with firelight, and the chants and songs of the people reached up even as high as Alia stood. It was a sick fascination; she was watching her world end and she could not for the life of her look away.
"No," Alia whispered, coldly, bitterly. It was a denial, but a denial of truth. She knew she would soon have to face it, but for that moment she let the anger take her.
"The Empire falls!" rose up the chant of the masses below. "The Empire falls!"
The Empire falls. Alia almost laughed. The Empire was never meant to fall, but to live for all of time. The Imperial Star flag wavered in the slight evening breeze, across the Square. She saw it clearly for an instant, and then it was falling, burning as it fell. No! The Star must never fall, the Empire must survive.
But she cloaked herself in lies. What was, was. The Empire fell, as they said. If it was true, there could be nothing left, for they had failed. The fleet at Endor, and Palpatine's own hand to guide it. Anakin Skywalker, Darth Vader, Lord of the Sith. Her sister. And they did not fail. In all her years, it had never been so. They were, those two, something beyond her. They had always been so, had always seemed to be the heart of darkness. If they have failed- She would not let herself grieve. There was no time, then. No time but for what must be done.
Alia could not sense them, now. Palpatine was surely dead, Anakin very close. She would not grieve for Palpatine, he was not a man tears were to be shed for, but when there was time, she would weep for her uncle, for Anakin. As an uncle he raised her, but he had always been as a father to her. She had longed to say it but did not quite dare. She was sure, her sister had. She dared- anything. And it was Gillian she would truly mourn the loss of, perhaps the only Alia would truly miss. And how could she not? Her twin. Her sister. She must have been gone, Alia could not feel her, could not hear her. The last thing she remembered was a scream of fury, a voice her own but different, and then- nothing.
She turned from the window, no longer wishing to see. She could still hear them, but would no longer watch as they celebrated the loss of all she has loved, all that she was and will be. It could not end here, every fiber of her being cried out that it must not be so. Yet here and now it could not be saved. There was nothing left to do but to go on, somehow. This world was not truly hers, and she had not lived on Coruscant in many years, but still she felt as if she was losing a piece of herself watching the cheering, chanting crowds.
Alia shook her head to clear it of stray thoughts she did not have the time for at the moment, and turned towards the outside hall, her final destination uncertain. Her intention was to search the premises for those still loyal to the Empire, and then to plan- something. Years of Imperial Intelligence training had conditioned Alia's mind so that she thought clearly, quickly, and simply of what must be done, of the objective that must be completed. A team would be needed, a small team at the least, and she began piecing it together in her head as she moved through the slowly thinning crowd pushing its way along the halls.
Amid the sea of faces she caught sight of one that was distinctly familiar, and she stood on her toes, the better to see. "Brakiss!" she yelled, and he turned towards her, silver cape trailing out behind him. Alia took hold of his arm as soon as he was close enough to reach, and kept pushing her way along the hall.
"Hello, Alia," he said simply, when the noise had subsided enough that a normal conversational tone was again practical. "It's been a long time. I'd heard you were back planet-side, and I've been meaning to talk to you, I just haven't had the time. Where's your sister, do you know?"
She spoke with frankness out of a need to hurry more than anything else. If there had been time she might perhaps have been kinder about it; Brakiss had known the Skywalker sisters since all were children together, but had always had a particular fondness for Gillian, and Alia had realized some several years ago, as he spoke of her on one of his frequent visits, that the young Jedi apprentice had grown to love her sister. "Gillian's dead, Brakiss. So is my uncle, and the Emperor. They died at Endor, for Palpatine's damn fool scheme to destroy the rebellion."
"She can't be-" He began, but, seeing the look that crossed her face, fell silent. "You're serious."
"Have you looked outside lately? I haven't got time for anything else. I'm...sorry."
"No. I'm the one who should be sorry. She was your sister, your twin. To me, she was only an old friend, one I accepted would never love me as I did her. She will be missed. When there's time. When there's time." He nodded briskly. "So. You've a plan, I suppose?"
"Gilly was the planner," Alia said as they continued walking. "And she'd have done far more than I have in far less time. I have the beginnings of a plan."
"Same as always, I suppose?" Brakiss asked. "Tell me who you need, and I'll move the universe to get them for you if I can."
He listened as Alia listed the names, and then nodded. "If they're still alive, and if they're still here, I'll find them. Do what you need to do, and we'll meet you in the library. How long?"
"Two hours," she said, and then was gone, fading into the crowds as if she'd never been there at all. Brakiss stared after her a moment, considering the startling news he'd just been given, and then set off in the opposite direction. When there was time.
Alia cornered a library technician and gave him a long list of very specific files. "I want- I need - all of these. In two hours. Understand?"
"Who are you?" the tech asked.
She sighed, and drew out her identification. "My name is Skywalker. I work for Intelligence."
"I've seen you," he said, "I think. Ubiqtorate, right?"
She smiled, a humorless smile. "Don't I wish. No, you're confusing me with my sister, Gillian. She was killed at Endor."
"I'm deeply sorry," the tech said.
She nodded briskly. "Just...get me the files, all right?"
She started to turn away, but glanced back over her shoulder. "Name and rank, please."
"I'm Dawson Tell. Data tech, first class."
She nodded. "Be in the library in two hours. There's a little meeting I've put together, that I'd like you to sit in on. It could change your life. It could save your life."
And she moved on, pausing here and there, speaking to someone briefly before continuing along on her way. She accumulated, among other things, a large stack of data cards, which went into her shoulder bag. In addition to the files she'd requested from Tell, she commandeered a computer terminal and copied several dozen more, virtually every important file she could think of. She was finishing the last of these when a tall figure cloaked and armored in crimson approached her.
"Commander Alia Skywalker, Imperial Intelligence, is summoned into the presence of the Empress Daren Traniss Palpatine."
Alia's eyes did not show her surprise as she finished the last of her datacards and slipped it into her bag. She was mildly surprised, however. She seemed to have underestimated Palpatine's eldest daughter, having not expected her to move as quickly as she had. So, Empress already, she thought. Well. It's to be expected, I suppose. She rose gracefully from her seat and fallowed the robed Imperial Guardsman through the twisting corridors of the palace.
He escorted her into a small room, furnished, obviously quickly, with a single table and chair. A scattering of data cards and readers littered the tabletop, and the newly-crowned Empress was scanning one such when Alia entered the room. She was, quite obviously, better informed than Alia herself, which Alia had gotten used to over the years, but had never ceased to be irritated by.
"It has been an interesting day," said Daren. "I am sorry for the loss of your sister, and of course your uncle. They will be missed, and as soon as I've the time, the Empire shall honor them properly."
"Or whatever remains of the Empire," Alia said. She sighed. "But that's not fair of me, is it? I am sorry. It's been a long day, Your Highness."
"And promises to be longer still. You speak as if we weren't playing mad games in the halls only a few short centuries ago, Alia. Time passes, it's true, but people do not forget."
"Not most, at least," Alia agreed, and at last bowed, ever so slightly. "My congratulations on your coronation, Empress. Pity it was such a bittersweet thing."
Daren raised an eyebrow ever so slightly, and Alia winced. She always looked like Gillian when she did that. Daren sighed, recalling, and gazed at her old friend steadily. True, she had always been far closer to Gillian than to Alia, but one could hardly befriend one twin without befriending the other. "To tell you the truth I'd be just as happy without this damned job, but I'm told someone has to do it, and my father and siblings both seem to have perished in the fighting."
"Pity," Alia said, though it wasn't. Daren's father certainly would not be missed, and her siblings had been nothing but a menace for all the years they'd been alive.
"At any rate," said Daren, "here's about where we are. Most of our best people are dead or missing, the rest are running, although I couldn't quite say from what. The citizens, perhaps, who seem to have taken my father's death as occasion for celebration. Not that I entirely blame them, of course, but I can't say that, now can I?"
"You could," Alia said, thinking how she hated small talk and barley tolerated Daren even after all these years, "you'd just better not."
"Ah, too true." She paused. "What of your group? Any word yet?"
Alia shrugged. "I spoke to Brakiss some time ago, and I gave him my list. There were heavy casualties, of course, and I've not been here in so long I don't know who's still around, but he'll get as many as he can, and find competent replacements for the rest. I also happened across a data tech with a bit of promise, and so arranged for him to meet us as well. The numbers should be sufficient, if nothing else."
"Will it be enough, though?" Daren asked.
"I just don't know."
Alia's team, a mixture of her original choices and Brakiss' second picks, their assignments completed and provisions collected, gathered in the library exactly on time. Among them was Dawson Tell, with the data files she had requested. She thanked him and added the cards to her collection, then called the meeting to order and spelled out for the others what she had.
"Ladies and gentlemen," she said, and as she spoke these first words every eye in the room was upon her, "you are here because we have a problem, as I'm sure most of you are aware. This problem requires a solution, and under the circumstances I think I've the best one we're going to come up with in the little time allotted to us."
"Understood by all, I think," said Brakiss. "With respect, though, we don't have a lot of time to spare, so if you could get on with things-?"
Alia nodded. "That said. Brakiss is second, and I'm going to ask him to call the roll- quickly, Brakiss - so that I can see who's here and what we have to work with."
Brakiss stepped forward, data pad in hand. As he called the names of those assembled, explaining their roles in the team, and the assignments they had already completed, Alia listened with only half a mind on what he was saying. Her thoughts kept returning, despite her best efforts, to the fate of her sister. It seemed such an impossible thing, to believe that she was truly gone.
The dark fabric of her cloak pooling around her, Gillian Skywalker kneeled beside her uncle, whom for decades the Empire had called Lord Vader, but who to her had always been Anakin Skywalker. Her garments were soaked with blood, not all of which was her uncle's, but Gillian stubbornly pushed aside concern for her own injuries as she attempted to tend her uncle's. He tried to push her away, but he was hardly strong enough to make more than a token gesture.
"Hold still, damnit," Gillian said.
"No. You can't save me, and you know it."
"I know no such thing. Now hold still," said Gillian rather imperiously, her heart pounding, for she knew, despite what she said, that he was right.
"You're hurt, girl."
"I know, Uncle. I'll take care of it later."
Anakin took her hands, bruised, battered, and bloody, in his own. "Listen to me, girl. You must do something for me."
"Name it," Gillian said, keenly aware of each raspy, trembling breath he took. Just do it quickly, she thought, and could not bring herself even to feel guilty for the thought. That he was dying was obvious; she wondered if he knew it.
"Find my son."
She winced. "Oh, Uncle... No."
"Find him."
Gillian shook her head. "Uncle-"
"Don't fall victim to Palpatine's traps, girl. Do it."
"Uncle Anakin, I..."
"Palpatine won't be troubling us again, I've seen to that. But Jade lives still, and I don't know what instructions he gave her. He will want revenge upon the Skywalker line, however."
"Mara wouldn't betray me, Uncle."
"So sure of that, are you? Just the same, be careful. And don't underestimate the boy, either."
An explosion rocked the deck below them, sending Gillian tumbling away from Anakin and into the nearest wall. She lay there dazed for a moment, and then remained still and silent, watching as the Son of Skywalker approached the old man.
"Father," said the boy, and Gillian bit back a snarl of rage, for if anyone had the right to address him as such, it would be she and her sisters, not this upstart, arrogant, useless twit.
"Father," he said, "come with me."
"No." Anakin's voice was weak, and yet the word was somehow spoken strongly.
"But, Father-"
Gillian heaved a weary sigh, and climbed unsteadily to her feet, the deck still shuddering slightly beneath her boots. "Oh, shut up, already."
He stared at her, mouth hanging open, shocked as if he'd seen a ghost, and she shoved him aside almost absentmindedly, kneeling oncemore at her uncle's side.
"Uncle," she said. "I-I would like you to come with me. But I won't ask you."
The old man nodded. "My niece is wiser than my son, it seems."
"You're-" Luke started.
"Quiet," Gillian snapped. Then she spoke softly, "Uncle, you know this is foolishness..."
"Foolishness would be for you to stay and attempt to talk sense into me, child. It won't work, and I'm beyond your abilities to heal or to help." He paused. "Help me take this mask off, my child, that I might look on you both with my own eyes."
As Gillian reached out with trembling hands to remove the mask, she found Luke suddenly in her way. Furiously she pushed him aside. "No," she said sharply. "Be gone."
"But, he'll die-"
"Go, I said!" Fool, she thought, furiously. Does he truly think that I don't know that? But he is dying, and even I cannot save him...
Luke turned away, and, hands still trembling, Gillian reached out and removed the mask. It came free with the soft hiss of air breeching the seals, and even through the pain she knew he must be feeling, Gillian saw her uncle draw in a deep breath, and sigh.
"Even the smoke...smells so sweet," he whispered. "Even these breaths which will be the death of me are... wondrous. Thank you, my child, for this... gift."
Tears clouding her vision, she leaned forward and kissed his forehead, then drew back and gazed upon the face she'd not truly seen in nearly a decade. "Uncle..." she said softly. "Oh, gods... I- I love you."
The old man smiled. "I know, child. And I loved you. But never..." He gasped, and she moved forward to help him, but he waved her off. "No, there's nothing to be done for it now, my girl... Never enough. Never enough, not either of you. Luke?"
"I'm here, Father," Luke said.
"Come closer, both of you; let me see you." Gillian drew closer, and he kissed her cheek. "You are so...beautiful, my child. So beautiful... And what's this? It's raining."
And she, struck suddenly by the horror of that, moved to pull away, her tears falling still, but he drew her back. "No... it's refreshing, dear... It feels like freedom."
A moment later, he closed his eyes, and she knew that he was gone. She rose wearily to her feet, and moved to drape Anakin's cloak over his still body. That task done, she bowed her head silently a moment in a gesture of respect, then turned her back upon the scene and moved on.
She neither knew nor cared where Luke had gone, hoping only that he was dead. She made her way quickly towards the shuttle bay and raced towards the last remaining shuttle.
"Need a lift?" asked an agonizingly familiar voice, as if to taunt her.
She sighed. "I should just kill you now and take the shuttle myself."
"You don't have enough time."
"Care to make a bet, Son of Skywalker?"
He considered that a moment, and considered her. "On second thought, no. But there are two of us, and there's only one shuttle. I don't know you or what you've done, but I'd be willing to help you..."
"Save me the speeches. Can you fly, or shall I?"
He shook his head. "No, I can do it."
"Then do it, already." Gillian sat down in the copilot's chair, remaining silent as Luke piloted the shuttle away from the Death Star and towards the planet. As they approached the atmosphere, it was he who broke the silence.
"I'm Luke Skywalker."
"I'm well aware of who you are."
"I don't think I caught your name..."
"No. You didn't."
"Well..." He sighed. "I was just wondering. My father called you 'niece'. I suppose that makes you my cousin."
"Perhaps."
"I'm getting the sense, cousin, that you don't want to talk to me."
"Is that Jedi intuition, or are you actually that intelligent on your own?"
"Now, there's no need to get insulting, miss..."
"And why not? I do enjoy it so."
Luke paused, as the shuttle touched down in a clearing on the forest floor. "Listen, I need to be getting back to the Rebel camp, but there's something I've got to do first."
Gillian nodded, glancing at the mask of Darth Vader he now held in his hands. "I do hope you're not planning on saving that thing."
He shuddered. "No."
Gillian sat near to the fire, hugging her knees to her chest, and watched with something approaching exhausted calmness as the mask her uncle had once worn burned to ashes. She sighed. "I'm Gillian," she said at last. "Gillian Skywalker. I am your cousin by blood, but he was as much my father as yours, and to tell you the truth I think that I shall miss him more."
Luke turned to face her. "Well. It's a pleasure to meet you, Gillian. I don't think I will miss him, really, but... I am glad to have known him, as he was, beyond Vader."
"Even years after he'd taken that name, I refused to call him by it. I knew that the fire had changed him greatly, that he wanted all of us to be aware of that. But even so, I could never see Darth Vader as anything but a facade, a persona he hid behind. To me he was always Anakin Skywalker."
"You- loved him, didn't you?"
"He always told me that true love was a foolish thing, that it would not help me at all in life. But yes, I loved him; I could not help that."
"No reason you should have to help it," Luke said. "I guess I hated him and loved him, too. He was my father, but he worked so hard to destroy everything I knew... He hurt my friends..."
"Your friends, whom you should be getting back to. This is done, now." She gestured to the fire, slowly dying out, its task competed.
"I suppose. Come with me, cousin?"
She smiled sadly. "Where else have I to go?"
As they moved along the path leading to where Luke expected his companions to be, he glanced back over his shoulder, squinting to see his cousin in the fading light. She moved silently behind him, the hood of her cloak pulled up, casting her face into deep shadow. She seemed very like the Emperor in that moment, in the way that the cloak draped over her, and in the way that she stood.
"What?" she asked.
"Nothing. You just- reminded me of someone I knew, once."
"I get that a lot," she replied quietly.
They neared the Rebels' encampment, and Gillian could hear in the distance the sounds of celebration; music, conversation, laughter. Overhead a flight of X-wings zipped by, trailing fireworks in their wake. Her heart cried out that it was blasphemy, this celebration, but she kept her peace. This was neither the time nor the place.
At last the path led them into the camp itself, and at its edge Luke paused, his eyes seeking out those he knew. The woman Gillian knew to be his sister moved forward to embrace him, followed by his friends. When the excitement of Luke's return had died down amongst them, he drew aside Leia Organa and Han Solo, and quietly said that he had someone he would like them to meet. The trio moved out onto the path, and Luke called out, "Gillian?"
Only the voices of the celebrants answered from behind, and the odd young woman he had briefly conversed with was nowhere to be seen.
Luke sighed. "She was here, a minute ago..."
"Who?" asked Han. "Who was here?"
"My cousin. Our cousin, Leia."
"You called a name," said Leia. "Gillian?"
"Yes. She said her name was Gillian... and I'd swear she was right behind me..."
"Maybe she didn't want to be found," said Han. With a shrug, he and Leia returned to the party. Han called over his shoulder, "C'mon, kid, we've got an appointment with a celebration here."
Luke followed them, although his mind was still on his cousin, and he puzzled over where she might have gone.
Several yards away, screened by the thick foliage and the darkness, Gillian clearly heard the trio approaching the path, and knew even before Luke called her name that she would not answer.
She had gone with him from the Death Star because she'd had little other choice, and had remained while the embers of the fire lingered because it had seemed the right thing to do, the better to honor her uncle's memory, and the way in which she would remember him. But with all of that past, she knew that it was past time for her to be moving on.
She made her way through the forest to what remained of the Imperial shield generator. It was little more now than still-smoldering ashes, and the crumbling framework of duracite structures, but it was enough to serve as a landmark. Standing amid the rubble, looking nearly as bloody and bruised as Gillian herself, was Mara Jade.
"Fancy meeting you here," Gillian said by way of greeting.
Mara turned and smiled slightly, recognizing Gillian's voice at once. "I was hoping you'd show up, old friend, although I couldn't have afforded to wait much longer. This place is practically crawling with Rebels."
Gillian sighed. "I don't suppose you have a working ship?"
"'Working' is a relative term, but I have a Skipray in reasonably decent shape. Better shape than the Death Star, at least."
"It was a fools' errand anyway," Gillian said. "And we both knew it."
"Still, neither of them would have died if not for-" Mara sighed. "You served your uncle, and I served the Emperor, both of us out of devotion and some sense of duty. And out of nowhere emerges the stupid child we should have been able to do away with in Anchorhead, to ruin everything." Mara sighed again. "I think it's over, Gilly."
But Gillian shook her head. "Not yet, it isn't. The Empire needs someone in power, that much is obvious; preferrably someone who knows what they're doing. And if there are any experts on matters such as the Imperial court still among the living... why, I suppose they'd be us."
"To Coruscant, then?" asked Mara.
"To Coruscant."
Moments later, the Skipray departed Endor, passing unseen beyond the Rebel fleet, and winking out like a star near first light, as it made the jump to hyperspace.
Author's notes: This is more an Alia story than a Gillian one, but it introduces a few of those Gillian knew as a child and as she grew to adulthood, and explains just a bit about her relationships with them. You may notice that Gillian's and Alia's younger sister is curiously absent from this. That would be because I actually began this story before the first one, 'Dark Beginnings', and the character of Sarah Skywalker hadn't been 'born' yet.
- C. A., 2000